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The terror in the eyes of puny mortals as they perceive my cane feeds my existence. They recognize it as the end. They flee before it. As will you, kohai.

I shall not deign so low as to notice you.

OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY, BECAUSE YOU'RE REALLY AWESOME AND COOL AND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE GOING THROUGH THIS *HUG*

Actually, good timing:

He apologized.

I will quote:

"Mitch. I want to sincerely apologize for my words earlier. I did not understand how big you felt understanding this is because I’m a rather simple person. I am sorry for having upsetted you, and I wish you can forgive me."

He didn’t realize how important it was to me.

Considering this was over Steam IM chatting, and he couldn’t see body language, tone, or other unspoken clues, this was entirely understandable.

Also, Lyndon has requested I add this line: 

"you thought I was denying you, rejecting you, but to me I was thinking that it wasn’t special and didn’t cause stir within me, as in whoa, you’re like that? and I see it as because since we’ve been together for so long, I really am not completely given to care because you’re you and I’ll accept anything about you no matter how much I dislike it (think I’ve said this bit before)".

We’ve been friends long enough that what I am is what I am, to him. And so it didn’t seem as revelatory for him as it was for me. A disjoint, as it were.

He apologized for the misunderstanding. And so I forgive him. We all make our mistakes, we all do dumb shit. We’re growing up, that’s what we’re supposed to do. How else do we improve?

I’m pretty happy, now. Thank you for the internet hug. Have a great day.

YO UH I ALSO WANTED TO CONFESS HOW I KNOW YOU IN REAL LIFE AND I FOUND YOU ON HERE BYE ACCIDENT THROUGH ONE OF YOUR SELFIES BUT LIKE YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS IVE TALKED TO YOU AT SCHOOL AND YOU ALWAYS TALK ABOUT SUPER NERDY STUFF AND I ALWAYS NOD AND SMILE EVEN THOUGH HALF THE TIME I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT AND SOMETIMES I CANT HEAR WHAT YOUR SAYING CAUSE ILLNESS RECKS MY HEARING BUT YOU CUTE NERD SELF DESERVES TO BE HAPPY HAVE NOT-SHIT FRIENDS (ALSO UR WRITING IS WONDERFUL)
Anonymous

Oh?

It’s cool if ya don’t tell me who you are. I’m interested. But still.

I’m serious, that message just made me feel happy. I felt horrible, but I’m smiling and happy and everything right now.
Anon, thank you. And everybody, never hesitate to send a message to someone who needs a little love, because it makes everything better when you’re most upset.
Have a great day, everybody.

YO THATS SO UNCOOL OF YOUR FRIEND WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT UR SEXUALITY IS REAL DONT EVER FORGET THAT OKAY. AND IT IS IMPORTANT THAT YOU FIGURED THAT OUT ITS A GOOD THING FOR YOU. YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO GO DO SOMETING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY OKAY YOU ARE WONDERFUL GO DO SOMETHING THAT IS GOING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AND THEN DUMP THAT SAID EXCUSE FOR A FRIEND ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD. APOLOGIES IM VERY ANGRY OVER THIS. IF I HAVENT MADE IT CLEAR BY NOW I CARE OKAY!!!
Anonymous

Heh… thanks. I’m still upset, but hey, now I’m upset and grinning, too, right? That’s an improvement.
Fuck, this makes me feel so much better. Thank you. Thank you so much, anon. I’m honestly crying over your message, it made me so happy.
Have a great day, and thabk you so, so much.

I just. I thought he was better than this.

I’m so fucjing upset.
I fufking try and tell my best friend about my orientatikn and shit.
He refused to believe demisexuality was real, he told,me that me discovering this was unimportant, abd then he fucking left MID-CONVERSATIOB TO PLAY LEAGUE OF FUCKING LEGENDS.
I’m… I’m so fucking. I can’t believe. I’m fucking crying nlw…

fishgutter replied to your post “So, with grlmdarkness and their help, we figured my shit out. So, I…”

heteroflexible is a funny word

Of all the reactions I was expecting, this was not one of them.

rainbowreverie21:

chickenyaoi:

America is some fucked up dystopian shit honestly like how are y’all even surviving? Paying for healthcare? $60,000 on tuition? POC getting shot in Wal-Marts? White men shooting up elementary schools? That’s terrifying I’m worried about all of you

America doesn’t seem that terribly horrible when you live here day to day and you’ve known nothing else but when somebody says something like this it fucks you up really good.

So, with grlmdarkness and their help, we figured my shit out.
So, I will be altering my blog description to reflect that I now identify as Heteroflexible Demiromantic.